Do you ever just sit and think about how you are alone in this world surrounded by those that try to tear you down, but also surrounded by those who love and support you, and your heart and soul just break because you do not understand how that can work and why it must work that way?
That you feel so alone and pushed down, yet so happy and loved at the same time. That unfortunate feeling of hating and loving yourself all the while knowing this is how it will always be, your inner mind and soul fighting to be happy while things and people, including yourself, try to tear you down.
And you realize how sad but also how beautiful that is, because you are fighting to survive and be happy no matter what comes you’re way. You are strong yet hated. You are unwanted yet loved. You are happy yet hurt. And above all, you are you, this combination of all the good and the bad that has come your way, and that’s what makes you, well you.